2Day is Only 2Day or 22

Today is Only Today.

 

In the past few days I have learnt one thing and that is;  when all gets metaphorically swallowed by that Black Hole that has been created in Science, then it will include God or what each of us understand as that One Who Created Everything and that is Beyond Everything.  So the good news about getting “swallowed” into the unknown and God along too, is no disaster.  As we will all be in it together WITH GOD.  And even though we are going into the unknown, it doesn’t matter, as God knows Everything, even the Unknown and in God we can therefore Trust.

 

I hope this message gives relieve if I have caused any inconvenience with the note about how Everything is going to get “swallowed” metaphorically by a Black Hole.  Even though it can be only the fabrication of my imagination, still it has a good ending now.  One with hope and one with a mess[of all the]age of [have] Faith and Trust in God!

06/08/2009 08:44AM – But actually the time is 9:44AM on my Cell. 

NB:  This note was written at time 09:42AM on 06/08/2009 and was finished at 9:44AM where 44 is the number combination for me where The Hebrew Name of God that means:  Ï Will Be Revealed at Ever Greater Levels”, in the Hebrew Gamatria, works out on 44.

Filed under: Bringing Everything into Balance , the day of the royals

RELATIVITY

One cannot always speak your truth.  Sometimes you need to speak the most suitable answer for that time.  As there is no such thing as truth.  There are possibilities, of several ways to solve what might be the truth for that moment, but it may change in time, while time still exist.   As even time is only a “truth” that is based on a truth of time, of the times we live in.

 

A lot is based on measurement.  We measure everything.  As good or bad or true or false or nice or not nice.  Then we get the other measurements, the distances of things from one another for instance.  As without distance, there would probably not have existed space or anything for that matter or even matter.  But distance is relative and based on a truth of time, of the times we live in and for that matter, everything else.

27/07/2009 8:56AM

Filed under: Bringing Everything into Balance , Time for redefinitions?

Black Hole in Its Full Potential

 Galaxy8

 

 

Black Hole in Its Full Potential

 

01/08/2009 16:32

 

If the Whole of the Created Universe gets “swallowed” by a Black Hole – as in mindset that is what Black Holes do, they swallow and is something you cannot see – then all that will be left of the Universe once in and from the mindset of man, will be a Black Hole – something you cannot see.

 

The question is:  What will be the Unknown The Created Universe will face?

 

16:35

 

So what was once a Creation, will ONLY BE a Black Hole – something you cannot see and stemming from a mindset.

 

16:38

 

And Because a Black Hole originated as only from a mindset, when the mindset is gone [swallowed by its own created mindset object], the mindset created Black Hole will loose its existence and all left will be something that once existed, but now there is nothing.  Literally NOTHING!!!  Not Creation, no NOTHING!!!

 

16:47

And 16:47 is also 4:47PM

And PM gives a P = 16 or 1 + 6 = 7

And M in all its glory gives 44

Or then we have from 4:47PM:  44 7 7 44.

 

Ns:  In The Process of diverting/documenting the Actual into Science, something goes lost…….

Filed under: ASPECTS OF CREATION , but dangerous, Science is just a fiction of imagination

Science – a mental Disorder.

 

 

 

 Galaxy8

Science – a mental Disorder.

 

01/08/2009 15:28

 

I do not know how to put it into more simpler terms anymore.  Somewhere hidden in some Afrikaans Encyclopaedia, I found the initial birth of the what is now called in a wider perspective, the atom.

 

The man who thought he discovered something, carried the surname Brown.  He looked under a microscope and heaven knows if he had a memorable moment or not, but he thought [and you think with your mind] he saw the observed underneath the microscope move around.  And he could think [and you think with your mind] of no other explanation than that something he cannot observe underneath the microscope, is bumping against the observed ones to make them move around.  Well, it could have been that the observed [those that could have been seen with the eye], just had something inside themselves called life?

 

But this mindset of Brown, that it might be something unobservable that is hitting against the observable organisms, grew into something full scale.  Later on this unobservable mindset existence became existent and got the name atom.  This grew into something vast greater.  As even the unobservable mindset existence – which influence things because of the observers mindset [remember it was the pure manifestation of the imagination of a man, even if he was called by the surname Brown] was studied.  Something that actually only had the existence in the beginning of existing only in a mindset, was studied – to such extent that eventually it became the greatest Science of these times.  And its fingers – as if it is based on a mindset, it may have fingers i presume – is twisted into all around in the life as it is known on the planet Earth in this day and age.  From there it entered the mathematics and the Physics and all other sciences eventually.  In one way or another, it is now in all.  And it is being labelled now as Quantum Physics. 

 

So how do we solve for instance the nuclear problems of the planet?  We can go back to the origin of the coming into existence of this mindset based existence of something that now exist because it is based on the mindset as the basic principle of Quantum Physics is that the observer can influence the observed.

 

So far the pioneers in the building out and formation of the platform for the existence of Quantum Physics, are now being challenged.  Their theories are getting scrutinised.  But that won’t really help, as the problem is in the source of it all – the mindset of a man who believed in his own mind that the living organisms he saw underneath the microscope, gets bumped by something he could not see.  I guess the psychiatrists in today’s life will call that a hallucination?  And that chemical inbalance in the man’s brain, has lead to the reality of nuclear physics and all other infiltrations where you, the observer, are or can influence whatever is observed.  Or basically, it is called:  Mind over Matter.

Is that how man rule this Planet?  On the 30/05/2009 a number of 55 whales beached at Scarborough on the Southern Tip of Africa, on its West side – the side the Sun goes under for the way the Global Consciousness of the Planet is functioning at this moment in time.  And animal communicators found that the reason they [the whales] beached, was because of some pollution that was going to be dumped to the sea.  The home of the Whales and they are the carriers of our Records.  And a global organisation on the Planet is looking for a way out to get rid of nuclear waste.  And their solution according to them was to dump it in the sea somewhere and bury it there.

 

But why leave the animals to deal with this mindset waste man created that because of the development of it, became some kind of toxin?  Man must go back on his routes and discover for himself that he is sitting with a global consciousness that is so imbedded at the moment which believe in the existence of something that is only a mindset or based on what could have been the mindset of a man that was suffering from some mental disorder.

 

The Afrikaans Encyclopaedia I am referring to is called:  The Afrikaanse KinderEnsiklodie.  The initials of the man with the surname Brown, was G or GA.

 

Clear your minds and let the living organisms just be themselves and do not attribute something that may only be a temporary or a whatever mental disorder.  But it was an invention, whether it was a mental disorder or not.  As it just showed the World what can happen and what is possible.  And in this process a lot of things could happen and are able to happen.  But if we want to carry on like humanity again – and in harmony with the Planet again, go back to the roots that showed us now a path that exist, but that ultimately lead to things like Black Holes and metaphorically [because the mindset of the observer can influence the observed] it can take all that exist as we know it now, into the Depths of something totally Unknown.  It cannot happen literally that the Planet or our Solar System or whatever we have theorised in Science of our Universe, get swallowed by a Black Hole, but it can happen metaphorically if not taken into account.  Do we want to take that chance?  I ask myself the question:  what about the animals?  As they are the first to tell us when a disaster is about to hit.  And the whales beaching at Scarborough where the Sun goes under, show us how urgent they are trying to get the message to us – to such extend that they wanted to die by themselves and not helped by being shot and relieved from their distress.  They were willing to give their lives in a very painful, but “listen to us” way, in order to warn us.

 

This might be different from my other writings, but I feel it is necessary.  Especially for the sake of the Animals i love so much!  I’d rather see a mindset based, mental disorderly Science go down and everything it effects, than have the Animals in despair.  They are concerned about us, why can’t we be?   And why can’t we therefore be concerned about their well being too?

 

Love is carried in so many ways by the animals.  We tend to ignore it as we want to rule them.  The White Lions is showing us to not try and rule them with the Science we are practising as they are confusing everybody that are trying to establish in Science, what is called Genetics in Science, what these Special Messengers of God’s genetics are all about.  As in a way they are also trying to tell us – wake up, smell the roses and stop fussing with your Sciences!  We will only confuse you to get it through to you!!!!!

 

01/08/2009 16:12

Filed under: ASPECTS OF CREATION , mental DISORDER

NOTHING CONTINUE

 SNOW LEOPARD

JOHN45

 

18/06/2009  17:50

 

Dear John

 

If we look at what Xenon of Athene said about how if you want to travel a distance you first have to travel half the distance of that distance and to travel the half of the half distance you have to travel half the distance of that.  And so you carry on until such time you do not move at all.  I think it seems like a paradox, but in the number system we have and the mathematics we practice which leads to our Quantum Physics eventually, it is the same.  There is no continuity to get from the one point in the number system [whether you take it as 0,1,2,3,... or as 1,2,3,...] and as I have shown in previous letters to you, the only thing that is left, is the [0;0], which I called The Point of Balance.

 

But what I want to get to is that if the number systems – which our Quantum Physics for one are based on, are not in continuance, it is in discontinuance.  And if we look at what Xenon of Athene said, then it seems nothing is in continuity or continuance.  So something will be or is in continuity and continuance as nothing is something, namely nothing.

 But nothing continue. 

So something continue, namely nothing!

KIND REGARDS

Filed under: ASPECTS OF CREATION , nothing, something will continue

BIPOLAR SHIFT

 ASLAN – “Chronicles of Narnia”

JOHN44

 

25/05/2009 16:17

 

If there is no more poles, then there can be no more east, north, south or west.  The rotation around the axis of the planet, which run from the one pole to the other through the core of the earth, will have no existence as there will be no poles to accumulate an axis.  No poles, no axis, no rotation.

 

No rotation around no existing axis anymore, and we have no time anymore.

 

Poles consist of the existence of the ice masses it consist of.  It is said that polar shifts cause the ice at the poles to melt and also global climate changes.  But that is also what is said of Global Warming.  But if a BIPolar Shift takes place, then BI Poles will have their ice masses been melted and no more ice masses to give a pole of any sorts, and on a scale where poles are measured as either a positive or a negative, then when the global warming is complete and all the ice are melted, there would be no more positive or negative – no more poles, no more duality.  There would be no more axis as there would be no more poles and no more axis, no more number system as the organized number system we know, run on an axis based level.  So that which ran through the core of the Planet would be touched and changed, the core of the Planet would be changed by a BI Polar Linear [Axis] Shift.

25/05/2009 16:24 OR 424 or a 2 and 44 where 44 is the number combination that is linked for me to the Gamatria of the Hebrew Name of God that means:  “I will be Revealed at Ever Greater Levels”.  And this meaning for the number combination is found on page 71 of the book of a Rebbe in Jewish Kaballah and the Beginning minutes is 17, a form of the 71 number combination.

 

 

FIRST LETTER – BIG BANG AND BIPOLAR SHIFT

Everyday has got a name.

 

19/05/2009 9:05AM where it is exactly one month before it would exactly be 7 years since that day my whole life changed in one second [or not even in time] and I got shot.  But also it is exactly 1 year and 5 months or a 15, since I had another huge experience which I so far did not discuss exactly as I feel embarrassed

 

Dear Friend

 

These thoughts I am going to discuss now have already been discussed in some way before, but not this way.  What happened on the night of 19/12/2007 I am not sure up to this day.  But people in the surrounding area were effected and apparently things happened in our yard even that was kind of miraculous or unbelievable.  I just felt hugely embarrassed about the whole event although i received the following from that event.

 

The Sun or in Afrikaans, Son, is said by mankind to consist/”exist” only of Helium.  But those who still believe in the “Big Bang Theory” in Science believe now that the first particle could have and might have well been the Helium particle.  But what I was shown on that night of 19/12/2007, was that if you take the letters of the word Helium and you take the Word Sun and Son [where take into account that it is said in the Christian Bible that The Son of God/Man is also the Word] and you take that their inner parts is a “u” and an “o”, and if you take the word “helium”, and if you shuffle the letters of the word “helium” a bit and you take the first letter, namely “h” out first and keep it on the side, you get “elium”.  Now if you add the “o” in the third position of “elium”, you get “eloium”.  But if you now take the “h” and bring it back and put it next to the “o”, you get “elohium”.  But as I said:  The Sun in English uses the “u” and in Afrikaans it is the Son.  So if you replace the “u” in “helium” with the “o” and shuffle it all around to “elohium”, and you then just take out the “u” as it was replaced by the “o”, you get The Word:  ELOHIM.

 

So if you take the Big Bang Theory, and what they say which is supposedly the first particle, it was shown to me on the night of 19/12/2007, that it All came together, whether by way of Big Bang or by way of the direction Science is going now in Physics with String Theory, in which ever direction it goes, it All came about by way of ELOHIM.

 

And after this was shown to me, I had a vision of pastel coloured Beings who was flying across what seemed like The Sea and they erected “poles” in such manner that there were four corners in that space I saw.  But as I said, that was only a vision and could mean anything.  As it can have something to do with direction being set after ELOHIM Created but that is All just speculation.  All I know is that I after that night of 19/12/2007, received the words to write down of the Creation process itself.  And someone asked me but why do I use God as the word Nothing?  And I said it is simple as to distinguish between God and us, God is something different from us.  And to use the word Nothing in all my work made it so much simpler for us to understand the Creation Process and how that God principle actually works.  As to us in this Creation God is known as “I am”.  But as I have been to the place after the shooting incident where there is nothing, I never thought of it this way, but that is the place where there is no “I am”.  So that is the Original Place where even God come from before coming into Creation where God become something, namely as was said to us in the Bible, “I am”.  But the definition for the word “Nothing” is:  Nothing is Something, namely Nothing.  And that explains it all.  As God is in Nothing no more “I am”, but Nothing is also Something [or then, "I am", in this Creation coming down from the Nothingness], namely Nothing.

 

And that would be eventually the only way we can understand how Creation took place.  To take the Word literally in a much different way than we use it in everyday life.  As I can understand why it is said that Everything was Created by way of The Word.  As in that literally way, it really happened that way.

 

Anyway, someone came and kept me before I could actually start writing, but as I said in the beginning of this letter:  Everyday has got a name, and this letter is the name of the beginning of this day of 19/05/2009.

 

KIND REGARDS

Renee

19/05/2009 9:52AM and 52 is the Sacred Number of the Mayans, but 5 + 2 = 7 and the years of importance for this letter is the year 07 and today, as what happened on 19th in 07, is written down on 19th in 09.  Regarding the months, there are 3, namely a 5, 6 and 12.  And 65 is the amount of dimensions there apparently are in which I can move around in all.  But 6 + 5 = 11 and the 12 11 combination is the number combination that I associated with the day my dog had to be put down.

09:55AM or 5 + 5 = 10 + 9 = 19

 

SECOND LETTER – BIPOLAR LINEAR SHIFT

 

26/05/2009 11:29AM

 

Hi

 

I am like a LION in a cage.  But I guess not a normal lion.  But in my heart I am roaring and in my mind it feels like bursting out like a Super Volcano with Lightning.  I have written about the Bipolar Shift where it is linked to the explanation of what the Edgar Caceys got regarding what the Egyptians and Mayans said about a Polar Reversal.  But it seems a Polar Shift is nothing else than what they now call Global Warming.  But it must be called Global Warming in this Quantum World in Order to Create what is necessary.  The Global Warming will cause the two poles to melt and no more poles – my Bipolar Shift.  But therefore, there will also be no more Axis as there are no more Poles.  As the Axis is only imaginary in our current science because of the created by us called Poles.  But Edgar thought according to the Egyptians and Mayans that to end time and to stop rotation of the Planet, it has to come to a standstill.  But what I have written in the blog now is that because no more poles because of the Bipolar Shift [or then the Global Warming], no more Axis and no more rotation as what can cause rotation if no more Axis.  That is why I said our Quantum 3D is necessary now, as we can only stop having an Axis and therefore no more rotation [without anything having to come to a stop and causing catastrophes] if we do not have anymore poles by way of Global Warming.

 

I see a lot of people fear what Cacey predicted about what he learnt from the Ancient Egyptians and Mayans that the rotation will stop or that time will stop.  But that will happen, but only if you do not understand the undercurrence of our science, will you see disaster to struck.  But it has been implemented that we can “create”, our Quantum Physics Science, and therefore we are the cause for Global Warming [without realization as Divine Order Order Everything Anyway, even our Quantum ability] and put the mechanism there to go over in a safe way to no time by way of just the poles dissappearing and therefore our Science will have to change and disregard that an Imaginary Axis exist around which we rotate.  So no more rotation, no more directions as no more poles.  And no more poles, and no more Axis, no more duality and no more linearity or therefore a numerical system.  And that is why the Core will be resolved as well.  As the core of the problems lie in the numerical systems.  But this could only happen this time.  That is why in the times of the Egyptians and Mayans they had an Ice Age.  And kept on having poles.  But this time around, in 2012, the structure of the Cosmos is going to be of such nature that the Core will be Restored in All ways.  That is the Alignment I think the Mayans saw coming but did not really understood what it involved.  What the outcome is going to be, I do not know except that no more duality and the core of Everything being restored.  Maybe Earth is the Base Chakra of the Alignment in 21/12/2012 to be the one who has to set straight the Core of Everything the way I explained above and in the rest of the things I wrote so far about the number system and about our science and Quantum Physics and all the basics.

 

I do think though that the understandings I am receiving are of GREAT SOURCE.  But what is expected of me that I am so pushed into the situation I have been pushed into now?  How can I do things right?

 

KIND REGARDS

Renee

[Aslan Lion Love]

26/05/2009 11:57AM

Filed under: ASPECTS OF CREATION , CORE OF ALL

ASPECTS OF CREATION

JOHN43

 

21/04/2009 5:12AM

 

Dear John

 

My mind went off now into something else.  I told you how every WORD must reach its full potential?  Well, I have been confronted in a nice way but a real way, with the following word:  Crime.  And what my experience of it is at this stage is that to reach its full potential and we look at the current situation in the world, those that have good credit records will be the target so to speak of those who are meant to do the word justice, namely the word “crime” to its full potential.  And it will reach certain levels to reach its full potential.  And I used the word target, as that word has to come into its full potential as well as an offspring of the word “fight” which has to come into its full potential too, which we have had ever since the Bible times where we had Cain and Able.  So all of these concepts embodied, has to come into its full potential.  This can be quite scary as even the word/concept “scary” and the word/concept “worse”, has to come to its full potential.  Even potential has to come to its full potential.

So can you see why everything is the way it is?  Now even the word “crime”, which was born the day the first law was written, can reach its full potential.  Now this leaves many paths open to explore.  As first, why did laws come into being at all?  As what words did it necessarily brought about?  But it seems we have reached that point where we are not in the process of creating new words/concepts, we are now in the process of fulfilling the fullest potential of all words/concepts that came about since it all started.

 

That leaves me with the following:  Are we then evolving anymore?  As we are not in the process of creating all the necessary words/concepts anymore?  I do not know if you understand what I mean? 

 

Somehow something has come to an end of some sorts, as now we are only fulfilling whatever is in existence.

 

Even “Everything” has to come to its full potential.  This is VAST, this is major.

 

And “Everything” that is in existence, is there to fulfill existence itself.

But another one that must then reach its full potential, is:

 

Nothing must reach its full potential.

 

This is contradicting “Everything” and brings the word/concept “contradiction” to its full potential.  And this is the good news.   But also one of the build in mechanisms in Creation for “Everything” to just be as well.   As this is the only way to describe the understanding that the above words is Good News.  All that can describe it is that the above is Good News.  Creation is so VAST that this makes it such good news this early hours of the morning.

I hope this makes sense to you.  As sometimes I sense a lot more I think than these few words written down here and sometimes, like with the above words, something opens up for me in a moments out of time, and I have a sense of it, like that these words are good news.  But then again it only become these words and I do not know if it will open up for anybody for a moment or so to have some kind of understanding of a different kind for a moment?  But this in itself is a fulfillment of some concept, the unspoken word.  As it seems these words only, does not make sense or the sense, the total sense in its full version.  But these words are the words that make the sense or is suppose to make the sense.  It seems it is all about sense also, isn’t it?  And in the End, Everything Just Is/Was and Has Been.

KIND REGARDS

renee

Filed under: ASPECTS OF CREATION , CREATION

GODS WINDOW

 Devils Peak Cape Town on 18/19/20 of March 2009.

JOHN35

21/03/2009 8:57pm  or 20:57 or 2012.

 

Dear John

 

I was upset last night because I was only thinking of my own pain.  And I was really angry at God.  Don’t we all get – I guess, some of us just won’t admit to it.  But I was in so much pain about what God put me through – and don’t we all get put through things – that the pain was almost unbearable until I realized something and I word it in an sms to two people. 

The sms as follows:

 

This whole situation is a

CRY FROM GOD 4

someone 2 just realize in

some way Gods

loneliness as God. Renee

Sent: 20/03/2009 21:45 or 9:9 on 20 + 3 in 2009 or 23 in 2 + 9 or 11 or 23 11 or 23 2.

 

John, someday, when it ALL comes together and ALL becomes ONE, it will be ALLONE?  Now what does that say?  Why was these words chosen?  I may be imagining this, but I do think God want to get a kind of message through.  We are all crying about our own pain, but do we take into account what God actually go through?  And I am going to put my ass on the line here and take maybe all the credibility out of everything I have written so far, but people ask questions about God, but they just take it that God is Almighty and so be it.  As humanity we just want the answers to our prayers from an Almighty.  We just want to please that Almighty because we do not love that Almighty, we actually fear Almightyness as it can destroy us.  But who of us has actually ever thought what God must be going through – what does it take then to be Almighty, to BE, the Almighty One with everybody doing things just to please You because You R Almighty.  Not because they love YOU.  YOU R Almighty, why do YOU need love?  YOU have Created Everything, not, why have YOU Created Everything?  Humans just do not go there!!!

 

No wonder knowledge and wisdom got scattered all over the Creation.  As that is not God’s make up.  I remember that night I was taken to what I thought was God’s Window.  And all I saw was pain, no pretty picture.  And till today I am dying and waiting in anticipation to see that beauty from God’s Window.  Yes, that experience was so intense for me that I could not share it with people.  Who would understand.  I mean, I did not even take God’s probable “cry” to show me God’s Window seriously that it could be one of pain?  I thought that was what God was trying to show me, but I thought myself to be vain to think that God would “talk” to me in a manner like that and share something like that with me.  I felt terrible that night too, for God’s sake.  I cried of the pain and used a whole toilet roll to clean my nose from all the crying of all the pain I experienced.  I will also not go into the detail of that experience where I thought I was off to God’s Window, but ended up seeing something different – nobody would take me serious or worse, believe me.  And it was on the 18/10/2003.  And it was exactly 5 months and 5 years later that the events started to trigger the thought to think about God’s Window, how God view or whatever it is called, again.  And 5 the Sacred Number of The White Lions, The Messengers of God.

 

This Creation is Amazing in the simplicity of its complexity.  But us realizing that, whether in what great a sense or on what level, is that enough for God?  To be Perfect, so Perfect that it is actually so, so, beautiful?   And that is what I think is fooling us.  Because, I think God needs love too.  Not to die for your religion!  To LOVE and CARE for God.  TLC.  As look at the letters TLC:

T = 20^th letter of the Alphabet

L = 12^th letter of the Alphabet , but if added, gives 3, so its inverse, 21, will also give 3

C = 3^rd letter of Alphabet, or then, the 21.

This gives us a 2012/21 and 21/12 in 2012 is when the Mayan Calendar ends.  And why do we use the TLC?  Tender Love and Care.  And mind you, the Care comes last, which is first, is Tender Love.

 

To me, all of this is just too much of a coincidence.  But the question will be, if we take what I said seriously, how would we be able to give God Tender Love?  I would be the first to do it if only I knew how, as I will take it seriously.  A friend of mine once said to me with options.  Well, if you do it and its true and you do what you in your heart feel is the right thing, you cannot go wrong.  But if you do not do it because of all kinds of rational thoughts about the abnormality of your thoughts, which might have no sustainability, you would never know if you leave your decision to do something about something if you have done the right or wrong thing.  Where if you do it and it is wrong, then you know and you can change, but if you have not acted at all, it is probably the greatest loss ever.

 

Anyway, you may do with this what you please.  But I am going to put it on the blog.  If everybody read it, then so be it and if they think I am totally nuts – then so be it.  But if God wants to be loved tenderly and I have received that hearts desire to give that to God, then it will be the greatest loss if I do not try and find the way to do it just because I am scared other people will not take me seriously and think I am nuts.

But regarding the number combinations in this Lore, it is interesting to note that the second time I went out of time and space with vehicle and all [and this time I had a witness, a lady named Claire who was a volunteer worker for Linda Tucker at the Heartland of The White Lions in Timbavati] was at the Fish River Canyon [and Linda being a Pisces and we actually for her birthday had to send her a postcard from the Fish River Canyon].  And this took about 45 minutes that we were out of time and space, with my bakkie Charlie and both of us.  And the date was the 18/19 of February 2009, which is exactly 4 months and 5 years [a 45] since that first episode where I went with vehicle and all out of time and space – in order to witness Gods Window on 18/19 of October 2003.  And the 45 give a 9, the number combination of how it all come together.  But it all being on an 18 and 19^th, the same time when the fire was on Devils Peak in Cape Town South Africa and when that volcano erupted near Tonga with an earthquake of magnitude 7.9.  And 7 + 9 = 16, my link to Linda, the Protector of The White Lions, The Messengers of God.

KIND REGARDS

Renee

21/03/2009 9:35PM and this is JOHN35 and the domino I picked up when we moved out of our house in Cape Town where myself and my Dog was so happy, that domino was the numbers 3 and 5.

Filed under: Can we change Everything? , chaos and havoc

SIGN in the SKY

 

JOHN33

 

26/02/2009 2:04pm or 14:04 or 144.

 

Dear John

 

I had the following dream in the morning hours of 26/02/2009.  Exactly 4years and 4 months after I discovered that proof that is called “The Balance”.  And 4 years and 4 months gives a 44 – the gamatria of the Hebrew Name of God that mean:  “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”.

 

I jot it down as follow:

 

26/02/2009 12:49PM

I had a dream last night.  There was this “structure”.  And it was anchored in the life below, but it consisted of something similar to a nutshell that was attached to some structure that structured it in life below.  (And remember they saying:  ALL in a nutshell?)  And then I saw a sign in the sky and then this whole structure came tumbling to the ground.  And it destroyed.  I just saw a lot of fatalities kind of.

 

Then I was talking to people about this, telling them about this nutshell – but as if nobody wanted to listen!  And then I was at this airport kind of place again and again I saw the sign in the sky – this time only it turned into a very, very bright Light.  And my thought was just the word “GOD”.

 

And then the structure collapsed again.  That ‘s where this dream ended as well.

And then there was another dream where some kind of leaders were called out and I was the last to be called out.  So I went to stand in the row with the others, but I took the Second Place – the first place was my equal, but just a male version and he was some leader of the past.  And I still thought to myself, but am I now the head girl, as I was put next to him and he was the head boy – even if it is in the past?

And then this dream ended right there.

26/02/2009 12:55PM

And this is the dream I had in the early hours of this morning John.  Thought that Light, which was the sign in the sky eventually, was beautiful.  But I doubt if the others saw this Light – those that were with me in my dream?

 

I also discovered a name in the registration number of Charlie.  It is a 421 037 where from the first three numbers we have

21 – the 21^st letter of the English Alphabet is U

4 – the 4^th letter of the English Alphabet is D

 

But from the 037 we have that 3 + 7 = 10, which gives a 010 which can be either 10 or 01 and:

10 – the 10^th letter in the English Alphabet is J

01 – the 1^st letter in the English Alphabet is A

 

So if you add the J and A in front of and at the back of the U and D, you get J UD A or JUDA.  And remember still what the 37 is all about?  CY or see why!  So I must C Y my number registration number is 421 037 and the answer seems to be it has got something to do with JUDA.

 

And last night, as I was traveling through the Mountains, I saw in my mind’s eye some tablets with written stuff on it.  First I thought it must be hieroglyphics from the Pyramids.  But I was mistaken as it turned out to be the Tablets with the Ten Commandments.  And the following came to mind:

 

The day the first Law was written, the thief/sinner, was born.

 

But the people of JUDA so fiercely prayed to God to just give them an indication of how to please God that God ultimately had no other option than give into their prayers – as God always listen to our requests that we send God in prayer.  So us, as humankind actually asked for “Laws” and therefore were ourselves the initiators of becoming ‘sinners’.

And as this realization came to me, we nearly hit a Shepherd DOG, but luckily my friend driving, missed the DOG and the DOG was safe.

 

But on 19/02/2009 at 15:32, I thought the following thought:

The White Lions have everybody up in arms because they (allow) are being interbred with the tawny lions and their genetics are now getting confused.  So what are these White Lions trying to do in one instance?  The system that is linked to this confusion is called in science, “genetics”.  But now it is in some way linked to confusion by way of the White Lions allowing humankind to interbreed their so called “genetics” with those of the Tawny Lions.  So are they also confusing a system or what?  I was so surprised at this undercurrent I discovered in the pattern of what The White Lions, the Messengers of God, are doing!!! !!

Anyway,  this so much for JOHN33.

26/02/2009 2:14PM which gives from the time a 14:14 or an 11 14 combination as 2 = 1 + 1  or 11 and the 14 linked to the Balanced DOGOD.  But the 11 14 combination linked to Valentine’s day.  And today is a 26, the inverse of 62 which is the link to my ideas of Global Warming linked to Einstein and Quantum physics.  But 2 + 6 = 8 where 8 is the Weaver of Fate.

Filed under: The way ava414 do things. , All in a nutshell tumbled down

The HEART of a LIONESS

 

JOHN31

 

15/02/2009 13:01

 

Dear John

 

I just had what I thought was the opposite experience of the Nothingness.  But it seems it was the opposite feeling of the Ultimate Good, namely the Ultimate Bad.  But if you go and look at JOHN30 (which is describing my experience as I was having it right at that moment), you will see that in the first place, there was hope.  Hope that nobody else ever have to go through this experience again.  But hope was there hope.  Then there was some kind of love.  As in some way it must be some kind of love to hope for this feeling to never be the experience of anybody else ever again.  And in it all there must have been faith – as I was talking to God in order to bring forth the Hope and Love.  So this makes of this experience of the Ultimate Bad feeling, there still stay something good.  Never is good lost.  The good is always there.  So even the Ultimate Bad, is Good – or linked to Good.  That brings into Balance, by way of experiencing it myself, the feeling of Ultimate Bad is Good.  So therefore there is only good, even in the feeling of Ultimate Bad.  So in the experience of these human feelings, we have that the experience of the Ultimate Bad holds forth the Good in itself and therefore bring this feeling into Balance, into the Point of Balance, namely the Point [Good;Good], as even in the experience of the Ultimate Bad, there was Good.  And from Good we have that the experience of Good, the Ultimate thereof, is in the Nothingness eventually.  So this brings the Point [Good;Good], to The Point of Balance, namely the Point [0;0], where 0 is Nothing.  This also apply on the Ultimate Negative, also end up in something positive or then, the [positive;positive], where this is linked to [good;good] and therefore bringing the Ultimate Negative and Positive into the Balance Point, namely the Point [0;0].

 

But here is the words as I was in that moment of experiencing the Ultimate Bad!

               

JOHN30

               

                (The Holy Grail)

15/02/2009 12:12Pm

 

 

I am experiencing at this moment the Ultimate experience of Pain you can experience.  For the sake of all the individuals involved that was part of this process to lead to this, I will not tell who they are and what happened.

 

All I can say is that:  After I have been shot, I was in the Ultimate of Good.  The part where there is nothing but Peace and Harmony.

 

But I descended again from there, a piece was torn from there and put into my body again and I was given life again.  Now I am stuck and feel so stuck.  No way out – worse than a trapped animal as you cannot even surrender to death, although you want to.  You are a human being but although between a lot of people, you are forsaken.  You carry only but guilt.  You carry only but pain.  You carry only that you are human, but that you cannot even take your own miserable life as God would send someone to get you or not let you die.  So you must stay here on this, in this, lowest plane.  The descend of Ishtar.

 

It is of such nature to experience the Ultimate Pain that you cannot put it in words.  But I guess someone had to do it.  And it can only happen when you are someBODY as only when you become nothing and not anybody anymore, can you experience the Ultimate feeling of Good.   So you have to ascend from yourself.  Loving yourself only lead to the Ultimate Pain of Nothingness part opposites.  Only if you give up the self love or love in general, when you are stuck between all that has made you a prisoner without being a prisoner, then you can become to experience the Ultimate Pain.  You feel so lost as you cannot even escape yourself.  And you come to such point that you even give up wanting to do that.  YOU JUST GIVE UP!!!!!  All that you are: PAIN, GUILT, LOST, LONELY, STUCK.  And the worst:  No way out!

 

The religious group, the Christians, speak of a hell.  I feel sorry for those who must go there.  If I feel like this – it must be quite the same feeling in essence.  My only prayer is that God never send anybody to hell!!!

 

I am here now, what I have done to be here, I do not know.  But while I am here I can only pray to be the only one to be here forever – and let nobody else ever land here.  Even though I am forsaken, I just pray that nobody end up feeling like this ever!!!!!!!  Please God, take this away in order for nobody to ever have to land in this situation ever again!!!!!!!!

Someone is here now, so let the others just go to the Good.

 

Renee/Aslan

 

But this was JOHN30 and this is JOHN31 and 30 and 31 gives 61.  My link to Lore and Linda.  But 1 + 6 = 7 and 6 + 1 = 7.  And 7 + 7 = 14.  And 14 is my link to my Dog, whom I lost, but where the Dog and its inverse, namely DOGOD,  gives the 1441.  And JOHN30 was the build up to 14/2/2009 that culminated in those words as expression of how I was feeling as a cause of the all that lead to 14/2/2009.  But 14/2 is also the 14 11, the one that is linked to my accident on 22/11.  But I guess I can carry on with the links as much as I like, but what is the purpose of JOHN31 (which is totally linked to 14), is that this bring into Balance the feeling of ULTIMATE BAD being Good or having in its essence still Good.  And JOHN31 is linked to 14, which give the 31 14 or Zep Tepi.  My link to Linda also.  Again, links and links.  But in it all it stay Linda and Lore.  The “Lady’s of the Lake”.

Renee

15/02/2009 1:20PM or 12, the number of Fulfillment.

Filed under: Bringing Everything into Balance , Bad hides Good